Live As I Say, Don't Live As I Do

You mind if I go really deep here for a while?... I don't live like I preach. In my conscious mind I'm this reckless, "let's go for it", "take a chance", "you only live once" and "what's the worst that could happen" kind of person. If you ever ask my advice you're bound to get either of those quotes. And I like it. But I don't live by it myself. I'm way too boring, predictable, routiny (no, that's not a word) kind of person who takes the safe route, who doesn't upset the status quo. I don't like it, but I've come to face it, that's who I am. I wanna change it, my mind wants to but I really can't.